69k teacher vacancy

1 sal 9month 6 din ho gye hain aaj exam diye..exam diya tha tb drr tha kahi fail na ho jau qki vo line hi ni pta thi jo cross krni thi..exam dene k 24hr tk drr hi lga rha qki mje lga Mera bht bekar exam hua hain..but next day jb 60-65% pr cut off ka news paper me aaya relax mila ho jayega is line tk mai hu fir next day answer key dekhi to Khushi huyi line cross ho gyi..uske bad bharti gyi court me uske bad tarik pr tarik.na ghr k the ghat k bss life jhand hi lgne lgi na koi vacancy aa rhi thi or na hi iska clear hota dikhayi de rha tha...pure 1 sal 4month bad bharti ne thodi speed pkdi I mean 60-65% ki jeet huyi fir revised answer key aayi fir result aaya fir 

Districts block huye fir uske bad aayi district allotment list..or fir mila time papers complete krne ka mean 1day ka gap..or next day mean 3,4,5june ko counseling hoti or 7 ko Letter mil jata...bahut khusi mil rhi thi but vo jayada time k liye ni thi..3ko 12 bje se phle hi supreme court me stay lga diya bharti pr..karn tha shikshamitra .. fir tbse ab tk fir hmari life phle jaisi ho gyi hain depress..ab b vo hi hal hain kya hua aaj or ab kya hoga ...hmara haal ek dead body sa kr diya hain smile to jaise koso dur chali gyi hain...usme parents k tane tmne kuch ni kiya aaj tk..aise me na koi sympathy dene wala na hmare depression ko smjhne wala hain...but nicha dikhane wale bht hain...hmara pain bss hm jaise or qualify hi Jan skte hain...aisa lgta hain jaise dm ghut rha ho ..bht rone ka man krta hain chillane ka b..pta ni kb tk or hme iss pain ko sahna padhe..mai tuti ja rhi hu day by day..bss rat ko ye hi soch kr soti hu kl subah shayd achha ho but hota kuch ni hain...hmari feeling se khela ja rha hain hm jante hain but kr kuch ni skte hain..